Mom said, she almost married another man, and not my father. She would say, "If I had married that man, you wouldn't exist in this world. How would you feel?". How could I feel if I were not born? If I were not born, would I still be exist? It would be funny though if half of my personality from mum comes in the kid she would've had, if she had married that man. And half of my personality is in a waiting room somewhere in the solar system.